I just don't like the idea of anything messing with my head. I've had enough of that for at least two lifetimes.

[ He can't quite make eye contact with Steve while he's talking about this. There's so much about what was done from him that he tries to protect Steve from knowing. Maybe it's pointless, but he's not exactly in a shape to protect Steve from much else these days. ]

I don't even like letting Shuri in there and she's helping me.