I don't want to be that guy. I want to be me. That guy might have had some things I miss, but he was missing some pretty integral parts of my life.

[ He gives Steve a meaningful look, because hello Steve's just as much his family as his mother and sisters and he's actually still alive. ]

Also he was working with the mafia. Guess no one was around to keep him out of trouble when he was young by getting him into other trouble.